As the years pass, I have come to realize that if you really want something, you must be prepared to work for it.
You can not slip up! Not once, oh no. For as my daddy once quoted to me over the telephone one evening.
"There's no such thing as standing still, if your not moving anywhere, you must be moving backwards."
Im not sure what it means really and I dont like to exaggerate things.
But I think its an un-necessary put down to me, Structured criticism? perhaps.
Oh im sorry dad,
I dont mean to embrass or disapoint you. What i would like to do though is to take this opportunity to tell you how sorry i am.
For i have only just realized how much work and effort over the years that i have wasted rebelling against you.
But please daddy dont be mad, Im dependant on myself now.
I have a job and things at school are starting to get better, slowly but surely.
Things are starting to move forwards for me, i hope it stays that way.
Love you daddy xx